Twenty-five Years!

I can’t remember
When the moment started
It creeps up
When you least expect to fail
You try to tell yourself
That you are selfless
But that’s the big mistake
That sets your sail

The signs are all around you
But you miss them
You turn your back
On every friend you know
The games you play
To justify your madness
Will leave you crying
For the pain that grows

Twenty-five years, twenty-five years
I tried to be a man and face my fears
Twenty-five years, twenty-five years
I’ve had the devil on my back for twenty five years

For when you fall
You have to reach the bottom
And count your blessings
That you’re still alive

That’s when you look
To someone who was with you
At every single step
Right by your side

It’s said from this you grow
Inside much stronger
That may be true
But I am still so weak

There’s days that seem
So endless makes me wonder
Will something come
To close this losing streak

Twenty-five years, twenty-five years
I tried to be a man and face my fears
Twenty-five years, twenty-five years
I’ve had the devil on my back for twenty five years

I’m tired and so lonely
From this journey
And still can’t figure out
Some things I’ve said

But all I know
Is there’s a place that’s calling
I’ll find that place
And rest my weary head

Twenty-five years
Twenty-five years
I tried to be a man
And face my fears

Twenty-five years
Twenty-five years
I’ve had the devil on my back
For twenty five years

By Halford

In Despair!

I’m thinking of you
In my sleep
I know I could talk
The worst kind of sound
I know these things
Cannot be repaired
When I wake up
I’ll be in despair
Cause I know I’ve got to say
I know I’ve got to say
Goodbye baby, goodbye
Goodbye baby, goodbye
You’re my sweetheart, goodbye
You’re my sweetest, goodbye

I know I’m gonna look
So, so, so, so bad
But there’s no easy way
For me to have to walk away
But I don’t want to hear this no more
And I don’t want to feel this no more
And I don’t want to see this no more
And I don’t want to experience this no more

Cause I know I’ve got to say
I know I’ve got say
Goodbye baby, goodbye
Goodbye baby, goodbye
You’re my sweetheart, goodbye
You’re my sweetest, goodbye
Goodbye!
You’re my sweetest

The “if” !

It’s just another day
It was just another fight
It was words strung into sentences
It was doomed to not be right

There is something wrong with me
There is something wrong with you
And there is nothing left of us
And there is one thing I can do

Lying on your bed
Examining my head
This is the part of me that hates
Paybacks are a bitch
I throw the switch
Somewhere an electric chair awaits
Hey, this was my life
Hey, this was my fate

This was the wrong thing to do
This was the wrong one to be doing
This was the road to destiny
And this was the road to my ruin

Now there’s motives for the suspects
Now there’s nothing left to say
And now there’s method to the madness
And now there’s society to pay

Lying on your bed
Examining my head
This is the part of me that hates
Paybacks are a bitch
I throw the switch
Somewhere an electric chair awaits
Hey, this was my life
Hey, this was my fate

In our life there’s if
In our beliefs there’s lie
In our business there’s sin
In our bodies there’s die

This was my life
This was my fate
This was my life
This was my fate

Day after day after day..

How each of us decides
I’ve never been sure
The part we play
The way we are
How each of us denies any other way in the world
Why each of us must choose
I’ve never understood
One special friend
One true love
Why each of us must lose everyone else in the world

However unsure
However unwise
Day after day play out our lives
However confused
Pretending to know to the end

But this isn’t truth this isn’t right
This isn’t love this isn’t life this isn’t real
This is a lie

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The Ultimate Supreme Intelligence !

Mind in fog, spinning about
Walking alone, through a forest of doubt
Searching for reason, proud and frail
Running in circles but can’t find the trail
Emotions are blended, spinning inside
Chaos with peace, humility and pride
Feelings suppressed, so hard to know
Which feelings to hide, which feelings to show
Troubles are false, troubles are real
Torn apart, don’t know what to feel

I am the shade
of dark and spiteful hatred made
Iam the shade
of dark and spiteful hatred made!
To haunt and lurk among the shallows
of the ghosts, the graves and the longing shadows
I am the one

Lost from the gloried and garish sun
My fate sealed with the blood of men
Was I once he
Who loved the sun, was darkness free?
Fate was mine to weave and twine
Insane and lost
Was I once he
Who loved the sun, was darkness free?
Insane and lost
Without body or soul but breath of frost

The Blue Marble And The New Soul !

Welcome to planet Earth…

Tread your steps carefully
For the ground can twist and turn

Tread your steps carefully
For the ground may twist and turn
Choose your friends wisely
For just when you think you know someone
They could abandon you with scorn
Oh little one

Your mother will hold you in her arms
Your father will teach you his dignity and charm

Welcome to planet hate, to this emotion that I berate
Yet some people force me to feed my violent seed
What have we become, the damage remains and cannot be undone
Oh little one
Your brother may stab you in the back and laugh
Your sister will love you unconditionally as all life should be

What have we become
the damage remains and cannot be undone

Stare into the sky with newborn perfect eyes
oh little one, enjoy your time
There will be heartache, there will be rain
and joy I can’t explain, My precious little one
explore your time

Your mother will hold you in her arms and smile
Your father will teach you his dignity and charm

The Blue Marble And The New Soul .mp3

Dirt.

I have never felt such frustration
Or lack of self control
I want you to kill me
And dig me under, I wanna live no more

One who doesnt care is one who shouldnt be
Ive tried to hide myself from what is wrong for me
For me

I want to taste dirty, stinging pistol
In my mouth, on my tongue
I want you to scrape me from the walls
And go crazy like youve made me

You, you are so special
You have the talent to
Make me feel like dirt
And you, you use your
Talent to dig me under
And cover me with dirt

Cry Like You Should

Take a breath

Hold it in

Start a fight

You won’t win

Had enough

Let’s begin

Nevermind

I don’t care

All in all

You’re no good

You don’t cry

Like you should

Let it go

If you could

When love dies in the end

So I’ll find what lies beneath

Your sick twisted smile….